Thursday, March 28, 2024

Algorithms: I See You, but You Don't See Me

When I think of algorithms, I sometimes have a tough time conceptualizing what social media sites actually know about me. I have a growing understanding of how algorithms work - in short, algorithms collect data on social media users, then utilize this data to deliver personalized content to each user. Since I cannot possibly watch every single YouTube video or read every single Facebook post, this catered content is like serving food I'm more likely to enjoy, making me a loyal customer at these diners of social media. After all, I wouldn't return to a restaurant with icky food.

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Having said that, I have limited say (and oftentimes, zero say) in the data that these social media sites collect about me. Additionally, these social media algorithms are subject to bias, with even emojis playing a role in misinformation. Developing a more nuanced understanding of how algorithms work is like taking a trip into the kitchen of that restaurant, seeing what's going on behind the scenes - inner workings that social media sites don't necessarily want users to know. Not everyone may want to take a trip into the kitchen. Even I have asked, why should I care about the data they collect? As long as the food's good, what does it matter? I care because it's not about the food, but about the tab. If I'm paying these restaurants (the data that social media sites collect), I want to know what I'm paying. Since I work with kids and teens as a KidSpace Library Associate at a public library, it's also important to know the tab so I can better empower students to make informed choices. Many kids at the library are avid social media users, plus the library has its own social media presence. In other words, my organization and the families my organization serves are directly impacted by algorithms. 

On the subject of libraries, I discovered another algorithm metaphor that doesn't relate to food (I may or may not have been hungry while writing this blog). As described in Dorcas Adisa's Sprout Social article, Everything you need to know about social media algorithms, algorithms are described as "librarians, sorting and connecting users with their preferences. This prevents overwhelming users with endless content and helps them find what they like faster. Algorithms enable users to uncover valuable posts, connect with like-minded individuals and explore their interests." In other words, algorithms can be useful by providing relevant information to users. For example, when Facebook provides wildlife photos in my newsfeed, I'll devour that content.

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I was intrigued by the librarian metaphor because librarians help identify misinformation. Algorithms can likewise flag and filter misinformation; alternatively, algorithms can bolster and spread misinformation. Per Joe Lazer's Contently article, Facebook’s Algorithm Has Unprecedented Power. Here’s How We Need to Respond, Facebook had come under scrutiny for "its role in spreading fake news leading up to the election, and the filter bubbles it helped create among people with similar political ideologies." The chart below explores this role in a visual way.

Image Source: Contently Article

Librarians, too, have this power of opening access or restricting access to information and misinformation. Can we trust social media algorithms to utilize this power wisely? According to a PEW Research Center survey, as discussed in the article Mixed views about social media companies using algorithms to find false information, "Fully 72% of Americans have little or no confidence that social media companies will use computer programs appropriately to determine which information on their sites is false, including three-in-ten who have no confidence at all." I was not surprised by this lack of confidence in algorithms' ability to determine false information. In sharp contrast to the lack of information filtering, I was surprised by the abundance of information gathering, especially when it came to Facebook.

Why Facebook?

As a regular Facebook user, I was unnerved by Caitlin Dewey's Washington Post article 98 personal data points that Facebook uses to target ads to you. I knew that Facebook had the power to collect a lot of data, but 98 data points? - including credit card data, car data, and home data? It's not nearly as innocuous as favorite TV shows, as I had presumed before doing my research. Users can indicate ad preferences, but users can't actually opt out of Facebook's tracking methods. As discussed in the aforementioned article, "The preferences manager, for instance, lets users tell Facebook they don’t have certain interests that the site has associated with them or their behavior, but there’s no way to tell Facebook that you don’t want it to track your interests, at all." In summary, the only way to opt out of data tracking is to opt out of Facebook entirely. This understanding made me think differently about algorithms, since I hadn't fully grasped the impact of lack of consent on lack of privacy, particularly when there's a lack of transparency regarding the full scope of the data that Facebook collects.

Will I change my Facebook ways?

To be determined! At the very least, I'll pay closer attention to the information I choose to share with Facebook. I'd also like to cultivate more resources for teaching kids about the hidden digital footprint that algorithms leave behind. Lastly, I've gained a curiosity about which ads that social media sites choose to display.

To satiate this curiosity, I ran some impromptu data on another favorite social media site - YouTube. In the spirit of the article on Facebook's 98 Data Points, I created a spreadsheet categorizing my last 98 YouTube ads. I learned how to access your YouTube ad history through this YouTube video. I included my top five categories, as well as an "Other" category for the remainder of the ads.

Image Source: Chart made on Google Sheets by Aron Ryan

Mint Mobile and Canva are both services that I use regularly, so it's no surprise that they led the way with my YouTube advertisements. It's also not surprising that therapy ads were so common, considering I watch a lot of content on the topics of psychology, mental health, and neurodiversity. I was surprised that so many deodorant ads had played, since I've never bought deodorant online. I hope that YouTube advertises deodorant because I presumably use deodorant, not because I need more deodorant so as not to offend the algorithm. Lastly, I found the topic of refugees (Gaza refugee camps) to be interesting, since these ads are geared toward social activism. Much of my YouTube viewership relates to social activism topics, even if I haven't watched content on refugee activism.

Now that I've discussed my ad history, I'm curious, which ads do the algorithms curate for you? How do you feel about the role of algorithms in social media sites? I'd love to hear your insights!

Thursday, March 21, 2024

Testing the Waters of PLNs with Personality Tests

Professional and personal learning networks, also known as PLNs, can be an invaluable source of connection and growth for anyone in any field. As a KidSpace Associate in the field of library science, I decided it would be fun to explore how my PLN cultivates growth. Additionally, we'll explore the nuanced ways that my PLN intersects with my personality. Before diving into the insights and pitfalls of personality tests, let's examine the broader benefits of PLNs, showcasing why PLNs are invaluable in the first place.

4 Growth Pathways in PLNs

Dr. Torrey Trust, Professor of Learning Technology at the University of Massachusetts, discusses four distinct pathways of growth. These PLN benefits include social growth, affective growth, cognitive growth, and identity growth. Of these four categories, I resonated most strongly with affective growth. In Dr. Trust's words per her video on affective growth, affective growth empowers educators to "feel emotionally supported when they are able to learn and connect with others, which then leads to them feeling more confident in taking risks in their classroom, trying new things, soliciting feedback from others, and repeating that process of trial and error and learning and innovation." In my field of library science, I feel more connected to my work when I'm connected with innovators and changemakers, granting me fresh perspective on the how and why of my work. With the emotional support of PLNs, I can build a stronger foundation in my career and feel more fulfilled in my career.

The importance of emotional resonance in my work goes hand in hand with my personality. How does my personality intersect with my PLN? Let's dive into three personality tests - along with one bonus round test - to explore which personality traits I bring (and don't bring) to my PLN spaces.

Personality Test #1: 16 Personalities

My first test, 16 Personalities, uses a framework called the NERIS explorer. At first, I'd assumed that the test was the Myers-Briggs test. Upon further research, I learned that the NERIS model uses elements of the Myers-Briggs test, but scraps particular Jungian concepts in favor of integrating the Big Five Personality Traits (we'll dive deeper into The Big Five in Personality Tests #2 and #3.) In case you're looking to learn more about this first test, I'd recommend checking out this article on the test's framework. As for my own personality test, I received the personality result of The Advocate (INFJ-A).

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Does this test capture my personality? The answer is sometimes yes, sometimes no. The assumption behind this personality test (and personality tests at large) is that each person taking the test has a single concrete personality behind a single concrete identity. So what happens when someone taking this test has fluidity in identity? As someone with Dissociative Identity Disorder, also known as D.I.D., I've found this test fascinating in the sense that different alters in our system have tested differently in particular categories. Although I consistently test as INFJ on this specific test, the other primary alter in our system consistently tests as ENFP. The intuitive and feeling categories stay relatively consistent, while the judging/prospecting and introverted/extroverted traits may shift between alters. Identity - and personality, by extension - shapes our PLNs based on the circumstances of the outer world (such as which PLN we're participating in) and the circumstances of the inner world (such as who is fronting).

Does this make the test useless? On the contrary, I'd argue that it's incredibly useful. By developing greater knowledge of the personality traits of unique alters, we as a system can better interact and engage with our PLNs. We have a high degree of adaptability in navigating variable social spaces due to our internal experience of variability. For example, I tend to be more of a planner, while my fellow co-host alter is more of a fly-by-the-seat-of-your-pantser. If something happens that doesn't go according to plan, this fellow alter may end up fronting - or at least, offering helpful suggestions on how to handle unexpected situations. By having an internal team of sorts as our norm, we also greatly enjoy working on teams and genuinely love hearing out others' perspectives. PLNs are a great way to seek out collaboration, perspectives, and ideas, providing affective growth externally that is already experienced internally as a system.

Furthermore, knowledge of my own personality traits as an individual alter empowers me to bring my best to PLNs and to be mindful of my areas of growth. My INFJ results noted tendencies of perfectionism, burnout, and reluctance to open up (all of which I agree with). Although these tendencies can certainly be applied to our system as a whole, knowing my own tendencies can help me catch myself when I'm acting in a state of perfectionism or guardedness. By catching myself, I can self-correct, gently shifting into a state of mindfulness and authenticity. Authenticity in professional spaces isn't always feasible, and I'd highly recommend Jodi-Ann Burey's Ted Talk on this topic. Nonetheless, it is entirely feasible to carve my own path for authenticity in PLNs.

Personality Test #2: Five-Factor


For my next test, I took the Five-Factor Test, which measures five key traits of human personality, inspired by the "Big Five" researched by Goldberg in 1993. These five traits include openness to experience, conscientiousness, extraversion, agreeableness, and neuroticism.

Image Source: Psychologist World

So how does my personality fare? After taking the test, I received the following results.

Image Source: Text from Psychologist World, collage created in Microsoft Word

I'd agree that I can often be open to experiences, although the way that this test measured openness to experiences struck me as biased toward certain types of experiences. For example, three of the questions related to art, and one question to poetry, indicating an openness to particular forms of creative expression, rather than openness to new experiences as a whole. Since I love art and poetry, this test indicates that I am extremely open to new experiences. Although this openness is often the case, I also know that I'm a big fan of routine, resisting experiences that fall too far outside my comfort zone. I can be open to new experiences in practice, but not always in mindset (in personality). For example, I am currently serving as Elgin's Poet Laureate, leading to a whole new PLN of writers, artists, and community builders. Writing poetry comes naturally, and you can probably infer how I answered the following question:

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Although writing poetry is inherently enjoyable, performing poetry can be incredibly intimidating, especially when it comes to performing in crowds. I have made the choice to be open to these experiences in practice, even when my brain throws a fit before performing in a crowded venue - as was the case when we performed a poem celebrating my library's 150th Anniversary. Even with a more extroverted alter performing the poem, our heart was thudding in our throat. Still, we performed, and we are confident that we performed well. These small successes help shift our system personality into being more open to uncomfortable experiences. Joining a PLN can be uncomfortable and overwhelming at times, but growth is hardly ever easy. Hence, we choose to lean into that discomfort, growing in ways that we could only accomplish by resisting our own resistance to change. Of note, we still must balance growth with stability. Pushing ourselves too hard can lead to burnout, and we are definitely prone to burnout, particularly when we have some neurotic tendencies. However, we trust in our process of striking that balance, and of adjusting our approach when our balance gets thrown off.

Personality Test #3: FiveThirtyEight


In a similar vein as the previous test, FiveThirtyEight likewise measures five traits based on the big five. In this case, the five traits include openness to experience, agreeableness, conscientiousness, negative emotionality, and extroversion. I found it interesting that the previous test used the framework of neuroticism, while the FiveThirtyEight test used the framework of negative emotionality. In my opinion, neurotic describes a person's personality, while negative emotionality describes a person's experiences with negative emotions (perceiving the person versus perceiving the behavior). I don't have a preference between the two terms, but I find the subtle differences in connotations to be intriguing. I was also intrigued by the subtle differences in my test results below.

Image Source: FiveThirtyEight

While some of the previous test's questions seemed hyper-specific (such as a question about poetry), some of these test's questions seemed incredibly vague. For example, one prompt noted:

Image Source: FiveThirtyEight

The answer to this question can be circumstantial. For example, if I'm at work, I tend to be very focused on my work, leading to a quieter disposition. However, when my coworker asked if I'd been playing any new games, I dived into a lengthy discussion about my playthrough of God of War III, leading to a far more extroverted disposition. Many neurodivergent people, myself included, are cast as introverts, but can express much more extroverted traits when special interests are involved. I have a high social capacity, with a limited range of social topics, meaning there can sometimes be a disconnect between how much I talk and how much I want to talk. Bringing it back to PLNs, I find that aligning my PLNs with my interests leads to a higher degree of participation and socialization in learning networks. I can set myself up for success by discovering PLNs that suit my passions and that welcome my neurodivergent way of being.

With any of these three tests, I suspect that they weren't designed to account for identities outside of personality - not only neurodivergent identity, but also cultural identity, socioeconomic status, and much more. When it comes to PLNs, knowing yourself can help you bring your best self to a learning network, but personality tests can only take you so far on that journey. In my perspective, the results are not a definition of who you are, but an opportunity to redefine who you are and what you want out of your career.

Bonus Round: Theory of Monotropism


If these three personality tests don't account for neurodivergent identity, are there tests that do take this factor into account? Allow me to introduce the Theory of Monotropism. As discussed in an article by the British Psychological Society, "In a nutshell, monotropism is the tendency for our interests to pull us in more strongly than most people. It rests on a model of the mind as an ‘interest system’: we are all interested in many things, and our interests help direct our attention. Different interests are salient at different times. In a monotropic mind, fewer interests tend to be aroused at any time, and they attract more of our processing resources, making it harder to deal with things outside of our current attention tunnel."

Monotropism is not exclusive to autism, nor is it required to be autistic; having said that, many autistic and neurodivergent individuals report high scores on monotropism assessments. In my case, I scored quite highly on the self-assessment for monotropism




What does this mean for my PLN? For me, it means that the right PLN is one that provides a good fit for my monotropic traits. Although identity can vary in our system, our monotropic traits translate across every alter in our system. Learning how to navigate our monotropism can be crucial to learning how to navigate PLNs, providing a space where we can grow and help others grow - whether that's social growth, cognitive growth, affective growth, identity growth, or a combination of these pathways of growth. PLNs can provide spaces to reflect and encourage people to reflect on their work and themselves, making them invaluable when an individual (or a system) is connected with the right PLNs for their personal and professional growth.

Thursday, March 14, 2024

Introducing Me (in Social Media!)

Hi friends! My name’s Aron Ryan (he/they). As I begin this blog on social media, I’d like to introduce myself with my social media profile - Facebook, to be precise!

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When it comes to my social media usage, I’m most active on Facebook, using the platform for personal and professional connections. Given how frequently I check Facebook, what does my Facebook profile say about me? The first thing I’ll discuss is the first thing most Facebook users will see - namely, my profile photo below. 

Image Source: Personal Photo

I took this photo at Starved Rock State Park, showcasing the LaSalle Canyon. Starved Rock is one of my favorite places to hike, whether solo or with friends. Since the photo was taken last summer, and I haven’t received a haircut in over a year, I’d like to note that my hair is much longer than my profile picture, and my love for hiking has grown with it! Hiking is also featured in my cover photo below.

Image Source: Personal Photo

My cover photo was also taken at Starved Rock, showcasing the French Canyon. Having said that, I presume that most Facebook users may focus on the two stuffed animals - an owl, and a fox. Since I work in the KidSpace department at Gail Borden Public Library, I find that it’s generally acceptable in my social media to embrace the childlike parts of my personality. Other aspects of my personality are explored in my Facebook biography below.

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In my biography, I share that I am neurodivergent. Neurodiversity is a major part of my professional life, since I enjoy welcoming neurodivergent kids to my library programs, as well as a major part of my personal life. I include hearts around the brain because I love how my brain is neurodivergently designed. I enjoy pairing the blue hearts with the pink brain because it incorporates the colors of the trans flag (pink brain, blue hearts, white background space).

On the subject of LGBTQ+ identity, my biography shares that I’m queer, paired with an image of a pride flag. Although I don’t list my specific identities under the LGBTQ+ umbrella, just as I don’t list my specific neurodivergences, I enjoy including both aspects of my identity in my biography. Through this visibility, I can form personal and professional connections with fellow queer and neurodivergent Facebook friends.

Since both of these identities are explored in my writing, it’s fitting that my biography includes that I'm a writer. I have a novel that I’m writing, though my main focus is poetry writing. As I analyzed my Facebook profile, I realized that there’s a fact missing from my Facebook biography - namely, that I am Elgin’s Poet Laureate. It may be helpful to list this fact in my biography, so anyone trying to find a way to contact me for Poet Laureate events can confirm that they have the correct profile. Additionally, I find it amusingly misleading that I chose a pencil to convey writing. Almost all of my writing is done just like this blog - i.e. on a computer - meaning I rarely use pencils to write. Having said that, I find that a pencil is a more visually appealing symbol for writing, compared to a graphic of me dissociating into a computer screen - or worse, hissing at my computer when I can't find the right word for a poem.

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For my final biography fact, I included the fact that I’m a snake dad. I have a banana ball python named GG, who frequently slithers into my Facebook posts, such as the Facebook post below.

Image Source: Facebook

At this time, Facebook doesn't capture my entire biography. For example, I am also a MLIS student at Dominican University. I love my friends and found family. I am an avid reader and gamer. Although not comprehensive, by any means, I believe that my Facebook biography captures key parts of who I am. It's been fun to reflect on which parts of myself I've elected to share with my online community of Facebook friends.

Now that we’ve explored my Facebook profile, let’s explore my relationship to social media. In the spirit of my favorite Facebook relationship status, it’s complicated. I find that I use social media primarily for educational, recreational, and professional purposes. For educational social media, I use YouTube to find videos on topics I’m interested in exploring, such as psychology. YouTube also has recreational purposes, such as watching cartoons created by independent studios.

Facebook, meanwhile, blends personal and professional. Personally, I use Facebook to keep in touch with friends. Professionally, I use Facebook to promote events as a volunteer event coordinator in Elgin Pride and as Elgin’s Poet Laureate. Since I just started managing the Elgin Poet Laureate Project Facebook page, I’m curious about how to grow the page to better reach writers in the Elgin community. I’m also curious about alternative social media avenues that may welcome more writers to local writing events. I think that social media can be a versatile tool, but I don’t always know how to use this tool in a way that will reach people while still giving myself necessary social media breaks. I love the potential of social media, but I don’t always love how making the most of this potential can take way more time than I often expect. I can also get easily overwhelmed with social media’s sheer amount of endless information; hence, my Twitter/X account has been inactive for months. All in all, I’m excited to explore how to change my on-again off-again relationship with social media into a more balanced, healthy relationship. I’m also open to discovering which tools are (and are not) the right tools for my own social media toolkit, especially when it comes to including this toolkit in my KidSpace library programs.

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